

lalala..hehehe..minggu ni minggu yang memeningkan..coz my lovely danish zulfan pegi sekolah n..4 sure telah meniru perangai ku...hukhuk..1st day sangat baik n taat sehingga dikagumi...then mula wat perangai...nangisla plak..but aku terpaksa mengeraskan hati n tinggalkan jugak..haikh..takmo2..anak ibu takmo manja2..kena gi sekolah gak...n penyudahnya..cikgu la mangsanya....but his teacher Cik Suhaida said..die very good when his parent is not there..mean cuma nangis time nak tinggalkan jer..so i'm not so worried..but dier tetap nak gi umah ibu yati dier so i've change my mind..takmo antar transit but have to send him to his ibu yati...luckily his ibu yati sanggup pick up him every day at the lobby..dier naik van ke sana..Ya Allah plz...jgnla dier meragam pening pala la..tak tau nak wat cmner...








13hb Disember..baby zareef asyik nangis jer..buat aku n hubby pon rasa cam nak nangis sama..tak tau ape masalahnyer...mmg dier demam but never react like this..owh god...so teribble..my hubby n I can't take a sleep either naps...die senyap bile aku put him into the cradle..n he make it up again n again....felt so tired n aku jugak rasa sangat cemas..takut ah gak..baby right..at last ni tadi aku discuss with my old best fren..Ustaz sayuti..Tq there...for all the info n petua..I'll do it today..as soon as I get back from work..cannot wait anymore...can't imagine if he still keep crying tonight..Ya Allah..bantula aku....bukan sbb aku tak boleh tdo or..what..but because i can't hear my baby cry..abang nangis pon tak sanggup inikan adik..aku tak tau dier sakit ke..ngantuk ke..takut ke....so please dont...
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