tired n irritated... benda yang dirasai sekang
ni kalu nak citer pasal opis..
tapi kalu suh citer pasal family..beloved hubby..n my beloved princes charming yang 2 orang tu..hmm..sangat bahagia....tapi semalam 
13hb Disember..baby zareef asyik nangis jer..buat aku n hubby pon rasa cam nak nangis sama..tak tau ape masalahnyer...mmg dier demam but never react like this..owh god...so teribble..my hubby n I can't take a sleep either naps...die senyap bile aku put him into the cradle..n he make it up again n again....felt so tired n aku jugak rasa sangat cemas..takut ah gak..baby right..at last ni tadi aku discuss with my old best fren..Ustaz sayuti..Tq there...for all the info n petua..I'll do it today..as soon as I get back from work..cannot wait anymore...can't imagine if he still keep crying tonight..Ya Allah..bantula aku....bukan sbb aku tak boleh tdo or..what..but because i can't hear my baby cry..abang nangis pon tak sanggup inikan adik..aku tak tau dier sakit ke..ngantuk ke..takut ke....so please dont...
13hb Disember..baby zareef asyik nangis jer..buat aku n hubby pon rasa cam nak nangis sama..tak tau ape masalahnyer...mmg dier demam but never react like this..owh god...so teribble..my hubby n I can't take a sleep either naps...die senyap bile aku put him into the cradle..n he make it up again n again....felt so tired n aku jugak rasa sangat cemas..takut ah gak..baby right..at last ni tadi aku discuss with my old best fren..Ustaz sayuti..Tq there...for all the info n petua..I'll do it today..as soon as I get back from work..cannot wait anymore...can't imagine if he still keep crying tonight..Ya Allah..bantula aku....bukan sbb aku tak boleh tdo or..what..but because i can't hear my baby cry..abang nangis pon tak sanggup inikan adik..aku tak tau dier sakit ke..ngantuk ke..takut ke....so please dont...Baby..jgn nangis ek..nnt ibu n papa pon nangis sama..tak sanggup tgk adik nangis cmtu...
..sebab sepanjang pantang dulu..dier sgt baik..aku tak rasa macam dalam pantang sebab menjaga die mm sgt mudah..tak menangis malam..tak kuat meragam..tak menangis..nangis pon if he fell hugry n if he got "ehem ehem inside" others never ever..so all this make me kelam kabut like never had a baby before though zulfan time baby sgt kuat nangis...just imagine ' we were staying at sg. merab last time and all neighbours keep coming looking for him..and asking..why ha..adik..nape nangis..?..sakit ke?..kembung kot...oh God....!!!actually they were totally different...while they was a baby..but I love them with no different..no change n never think of my tiredness....N now...or actually today..my zulfan da besar da...and he keep asking.."ibu,abang nak sekolah ke?, boleh tak ibu belikan beg BEN 10?...terasa cepatnyer masa berlalu..die yang dulu aku kandung...aku susukan..aku dodoikan..hari ni da pandai bertanya..." ibu penat ke?..ibu nak air ke? t abang belikan..."..The best part is...."ibu nak beli beg ke?..nnt ye..nnt upan ada duit upan belikan...."..mmmm..so sweet...
..sebab sepanjang pantang dulu..dier sgt baik..aku tak rasa macam dalam pantang sebab menjaga die mm sgt mudah..tak menangis malam..tak kuat meragam..tak menangis..nangis pon if he fell hugry n if he got "ehem ehem inside" others never ever..so all this make me kelam kabut like never had a baby before though zulfan time baby sgt kuat nangis...just imagine ' we were staying at sg. merab last time and all neighbours keep coming looking for him..and asking..why ha..adik..nape nangis..?..sakit ke?..kembung kot...oh God....!!!actually they were totally different...while they was a baby..but I love them with no different..no change n never think of my tiredness....N now...or actually today..my zulfan da besar da...and he keep asking.."ibu,abang nak sekolah ke?, boleh tak ibu belikan beg BEN 10?...terasa cepatnyer masa berlalu..die yang dulu aku kandung...aku susukan..aku dodoikan..hari ni da pandai bertanya..." ibu penat ke?..ibu nak air ke? t abang belikan..."..The best part is...."ibu nak beli beg ke?..nnt ye..nnt upan ada duit upan belikan...."..mmmm..so sweet...rasa cam tak percaya jer...zulfan n zareef..ibu sentiasa sayangkan korang n nak yang terbaik buat kalian....belajar pandai2 jadi DOKTOR..hehe..t gaji banyak ckit time tu ibu tak mo la..beg....belikan la ibu umah ke...kete ke...hahhaa..
WAJARKAH AKU...oh tidak!!!!
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